All the noises that keep ringing inside my ears
All the voices that keep nurturing my fears
I tell you every day,
The basics of happiness
All the droplets that keep from sliding down
It’s hopeless and keep making me feel down
I tell you every day,
The basics of happiness
Yet, I keep wondering
Is there a restart button,
To reset all my life
To reset at the end of this line.
This is all I hope for
No matter who you are
I dream for this to be over!
This me inside
Hiding all around
Hide and seek, it must be
An endless game of tag.
Will you be the one to find me
Will you be “It”,
Cause I don’t know how to look for…
It's just a teenage tear, it will dry
Sorry, but I think I'm going down
No apologies are necessary
I can tell you don't want me around
It's just another day it will pass
The sun will not wait for me to change
I will be easily replaced in your heart
Now doesn't that seem ever so strange
It's just a lonely world I live in
Not even close to the one where I was raised
At what point did I become so lost?
And how long do I wait to be saved?
It's just a teenage heart that has broke
But this time I am afraid it is mine
It now only exists in pieces
Too many to piece back together this time
I hope you live your highschool years in ignorance kid...
I hope every stare your way goes unnoticed
And that EVERY time someone jeers
You try to find and comfort the one they attack
I hope you don't fight the bullies kid...
But i hope you don't go defenceless.
Its a big world out there and it never hurts to bring a shield
I hope you take an interest in the arts kid...
And you paint your pain onto canvas in letters, lavish paintings and sound.
Rather then paint in blood like your own parents
I hope you fight the world easily kid...
And don't judge us too harshly.
(We don't claim to be perfect
and i'm too scrawny to be your punching bag)
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The Mask And The Fire by GhostOfTheEmptyGrave, literature
Literature
The Mask And The Fire
He looks calm and serious
He seems cold and estoic
People think he's dull
And apathetic
It's a lie
What people see is just a mask
A mask of indiference and impassibility
A mask he wears to hide his true self
He's burning inside
Dealing with loss, sadness, insanity
He has to struggle aganist despair
For every moment of his life
He craves for love and friendship
He wants someone to share his thoughts with
His cold shell hiding a devastating fire
A fire threatening to burn his mind, his heart, his soul
He's looking for the person
The person who is just like him
The person who understands him
A person he hopes to find
Before it's too late.
Look at me
I have no face
I have no identity
I am annonymous
I am the one
Who's always there
The one who sees
But is not seen
If you look for me
Only void you will find
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The Unknown Poet From Nowhere
These drops are for you
This body coated black and blue
I bleed for two
I can't hurt you again
Hence why you will never read from this site again
And why i can let it sit alone without a care
These are for you
Deserving i am
An eye for an eye
Red droplets for soaked salt gems
I can't stand seeing you with him
So i force myself to look every day
I deserve to pay
Now that your happy
I can hide the pain freely
I’ve long lost all life from inside me
Like a watch, I’ve used all of the battery.
I’m stuck, standing still,
like an idle figurine from some odd story.
Pinocchio aspired to be a real boy,
At least realer than I’d ever be.
Maybe I just need you to breathe some life back into me.
As you’d pull the strings,
I’d move charmingly.
As you’d move me limb by limb,
Until I recollect how it used to be.
Maybe I just need you to breathe some life back into me.